chi dare bar sare man miyad?
nemifahmamesh, mesle on shab man chizi nagoftam amma ta fahmid man narahat shodam ya khosham naumade zad be sime akhar,
man kari nakardam, chizi nagoftam, shayad dige nemikhastam gosh bedam,
hmmm age zang nemizadam chi? age onja tamom mishod harfamon chi?
delam gerefte...kheili...kash manam kasi dashtam barey harf zadan, kasi ke bekhone...kasi ke bedone...
mitarsam, kheili mitarsam.
azash mitarsam,
az az dast dadanesh mitarsam, az naboodanesh, az naboodane in eshgh mitarsam...
amma chi shod? che ejazei be khodesh dad? chera in hame asabani?
man bache nisam khar ham nisam,
che balai dare sare man miyad?
khodaya...khodaye khob, joz to kasi nadaram ke bahash harf bezanam, eltemas konam,
tanham..kheili vaghte tanham...modat ha bood nemitonestam injori bahat harf bezanam. kheili dargire in zamin shode boodam dargire adamash,,,
khodaye mehrabonam emshab alan dam damey sobhe vaghean hes mikonam ke hasi,
hmm hese khobie, arameshe bad az salha,
khodaya az man khodeto nagir,
aslan mishe mesle rahname o dabirestan ke boodam to tanha doostam bashi? dobare ba ham harf bezanim...to bozorg bashio mehraboon,
khaste shodam, az daste in zamone, ye behtare begam khodam,
to ham az man khastei na?
man dokhtare ghaviam, hamsihe boodam chon midonestam to hasti,
amma moraghebam bash khoda,
shayad chon on mogheha pak boodam bishtar doostam dashti?
amma manam oak misham, in ashka pakam mikone, mishe ghosl,
delam negarane,
delam sarde,
delam sire,
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